Sorry to hear of your story Brash. Hard to recover from something like that. All the best to your dad.
Cheers boys. They say time heals old wounds. The flame hasn’t gone out yet, but now isn’t the right time.
Yes time certainly heals old wounds, personally I witnessed my mate fall off in front of me on his bike into a crash barrier and lose his leg (above his knee), then my best friend was killed in a head-on down the south island back in 2002, It took 20years before I got another bike (my current bike '15 wideglide soon to be traded), The main reason to get back into it was because a few mates have passed and a couple with cancer, so thought fuck it, the strange thing was my 1st ride felt like my dead bro's were riding with me, I definitely feel for you brash
Brash, best wishes to you, your dad and family. Time helps with all things.